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ummm Girls suck
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[06 Feb 2007|11:56am] |
There are too many people too angry at a world that isn't in the least bit angry at them.
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[30 Dec 2006|09:29am] |
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You have always been the most confussing person in my life. me being happy is never an option. it's not allow'd. you want me as your back up plan and thats NOT good enough. me and you are never going to be happy together. so why not incourage me to meet people and talk with them. instead of putting everyone down. you ALWAYS point the bad in me, i'm not that bad of a person.........it took sooo long to prove that to myself, you cant destroy it. not now not ever.
i lvoe you hardXcore
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[04 Dec 2006|09:50am] |
well today started out i thought to my self. "wow. today shall suck" but soo far so good. i had a WEIRD ass dream where i was raped by a ghoust. yay.
i love CAROLYN!
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[14 Nov 2006|08:13pm] |
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today was an ugh day :(
derek had dinner with me and made me feel better :)
then i talked to Ryan and he promised to hang out with me tomorrow so it's looking up?
It's just i cant help but feel alone i have amazing people in my life i have people that get me yet i let the negative pull me down :( i feel lame. and alone. and ugly. and all the thins you shouldnt feel. i dont want a boy to make me happy. i want to be happy all on my own. is that hard to understand?
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[09 Nov 2006|09:38am] |
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so how can you tell if someone is really over you or just to scared to actually commit that they back away as fast as they can, i don't mind soo much caus ei need to move on and i think i'm on th right track but it still sucks knowing the only reason me and him could never be happy is his fault. i lvoe that we're best friends and that all i want for now on no more getting attached only to be told i'm not good enough. am i crazy? slightly? yes. but it doesnt really matter anymore.
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[08 Nov 2006|03:56pm] |
Add if you're c0ol and I know you!
SUHW33T!
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